Sunday, September 18, 2011

Gillian Lynn 2011 age 8

-In the voice of the mother-
If Gillian Lynn was 8 years old in the year of 2011, there would have been a very different outcome to the situation that she was in if it was in the 1930’s.  Her point of view would be very different considering the external influences of the modern era.
                I am very worried about Gillian right now, she’s always so fidgety, and she just can’t stay still; her teachers have been calling me about her grades and her tardiness in homework.   I think I should bring her to a specialist to see what is going on, and to see if it’s possible to fix this situation.  On the car ride over she was always looking around, pointing at random objects, never sitting still and it honestly started to get on my nerves
                We brought her to a specialist that can help us diagnose what is wrong with her, in my mind I was hoping it was nothing serious, I hoped that it was something that she could just grow out of.  The specialist asked me many questions like her eating habits, study habits, and many other things that I honestly could not remember because they were so defined and specific.  That session was probably the longest hour of my life because during that time, I could only think about the “what ifs,” like I really hoped she didn’t have a learning disability or something along the lines of that.  The specialist then started to ask her questions like, how she was doing, how was school, pretty simple questions honestly.  What scared me the most was what came after, the psychiatrist told me that Gillian had ADHD, a hyperactive learning disorder that doesn’t allow the person to pay attention, and makes him/her very fidgety.  I was told that there wasn’t a cure to this disease but there are ways to suppress this sort of disorder; Ritalin was the answer.  He gave me some samples of Ritalin to see if anything worked to suppress Gillian’s symptoms, he told me to call back in a week to see the results. 
                A week has passed by, and I have seen no improvement in her condition, I called back to see if there was another route that we could take to help her.  He said that there was another way but, it would be very pricey; sending her to an institution for about a month.  I was shocked at what he told me but there was a special institution that helps to suppress the symptoms of ADHD. I had a lot of thinking to do so I went back home to see what the right approach we should take was; we decided to take the psychiatrist’s advice.  The week we decided to bring her there, we left her in that institution, when we parted, that was the most painful thing I had to experience.

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